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I just feel like updating!

Oddly enough I was idly thinking about stuff, life, and other random topics in general while I was showering tonight.

Thinking back, I might have had a rough childhood, and never really had everything I ever wanted, but my mother was the most amazing person in my life, and still is. She struggled to give me everything she could, both emotionaly and physicaly. She is truely a great woman, and I love her so very much for everything she did. She was the number one reason I did not commit sucide when I was in my late teens.

I know it's kinda random, but just thinking back got me remembering all the little things she did to make my life that much better. I can't wait to see her again when I go back in May.

so yeah.. thats all you get. I'll mention the frunature moving and goodness tomorrow after I have my paper done.

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Do you ever look back upon the life you have lived? The friend you knew, the experiences you have had. Everything that has happened to you, and perhaps will never come again, Do you hold yourself up to those that are and were around you at the time? Do you use them as a ruler to measure the worth of your own experiences?

What is you could go back? How would it all be different? Would we still be friends? Would we not have gone our separate ways. Would you still be alive right now?